Tired and emotional, I'm having one of those wish I had someone to cuddle days.

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So blogger is playing up, I wonder if this is a drive to make people pay for it?

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Alcohol. Actually I think it acts more like a tap, I talk a lot more than I ever do sober.

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Alcohol. It connects my brain to my mouth without an sort of filter.

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Flat hunting is so depressing. You travel 40 miles across London to get to a place only to be told that the seller took it off the market 30 minutes ago, probably so they can sell it for five grand more in a months time. If by the end of July I still haven't found anything, I may rent again.

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Couldn't sleep last night. I spent the evening recording and working on one of my songs so heard it over and over. Then by the time I went to bed it was playing over and over in my head, slept badly for a couple of hours dreaming about it, and then couldn't sleep for another couple of hours. Eventually I fell asleep again from exhaustion but woke up again after dreaming about different things. I do like dreams, someone once said that dreams were just another reality that was also true, for the nice ones it's a lovely idea.

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On a random note, the nearest second hand record shop is finally selling vinyl for one pound a record. I brought twelve today, all mostly from the 70's with a couple from the early 80's ...*sings* "I come from a land downunder"

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Not being in London really isn't helping my weekend social life, it's not helping my weekday social life much either, but weekends are especially awkward to sort out. I must remember to start planning ahead then maybe I can go out and crash on some friends floors.

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This journal is kind of odd, I write it for me and sometimes forget that lots of people I know can read it, in fact anyone who I mention my website to. Why not use a private diary? Well I tried that once when I younger but I could never keep it up. I like this cause I do seem to write something in it most days and I get to go back and see how silly I've been over the past year or so. So to everyone else out there who reads this, remember you read this at your own risk and my thoughts and opinions do change on an hourly basis, it all depends on the amount of booze in my system and the kind of day I've had.

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This really is an odd year.

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Star Wars Attack of the Clones is totally fucking cool :-) My faith in George Lucas has been restored. And may I just say thankyou to my friends for the preview ticket.

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By the way I seem to be having a really shitty time of it at the moment, I'm back stuck in the same hole I was in two and a half years ago, that is all.

A good boogie should sort my mood out.

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I've had a brainwave, rather than book my car home from work for midnight when I finish, I've booked it home for 3am, so I can go out clubbing for a few hours first. I even told my boss and he didn't seem to mind :-)

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Björk, not much more i can say really. Why have I put her here? Well I just really like this picture, I also really like her music and her in a idolise teenage crush kind of way ;-)

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Oh and I didn't get the flat, the other person put the offer in 2 hours before I saw the place, the least they could of done was tell me.

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Finished the book. I'm going to reread an old one now :-)

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May day ;-)

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